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[15 Jan 2004|11:15pm]

i feel that i have to make this entry.
i've just realized that i don't like high school as much as i thought i would. And not because of the typical reasons like hw, tests and whatnot. If you think about it, was it any different from jr. high.. or even elementary( ok, so maybe that's a bit of a stretch). But high school makes you realize how many friends youve lost over the past years.Ok so ill start from the beginning.

In elemantary, we see our friends everyday. We have recess with them and spend at least 6 hours with them. We often say we know them like the back of our hand.
Forward to jr.high. Suddenly, your schedules change. You hardly see each other anymore, and wehn you do, its dismissed with a simple nod in the hallway. Even worse is when your at a different school. Occasional phone calls, yes, but.. how much can we really know just by talking on the phone? You start to realize you're loosing your the friends that youve known for 6 or 7 years.
And now high school. cliques are more apparent, we see them everywhere. And in addition to your elementary friends, you start distancing from those you made in jr. high too. Don't you wonder sometimes if these people were the ones you made friends with? We talk less and less.. until finally it comes to a hi or wave when we pass each other.
I think we toss around the phrase "best friends" too easily. Change is inevitable, so one moment they can be your best friend, and the next, theyre just another name on the list of "people you know".
I think back to elementary school, and to all the friends there, ones i havent REALLY spoken to in 2 years or so. I miss the "coziness" that was there before, and not being afraid to say anything. Now that we're in high school, we instinctly put on protective shields whenever talking with people. It makes you wonder if its you that changed or them. Now i know why people say if you have one friend that'll be there your entire life, then you're doing good. Making friends can be challenging.. but keeping them is harder.
So to all my friends now and then, i really hope we can keep our friendship till whenever. Distance(physically) shouldn't keep teh bond between friends right? Making friends is fun...but wouldnt it be great if we could keep the old ones too?

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mall w/ michele [31 Jul 2003|09:01am]

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havent updated for a while. the mall was fun! my gosh almost everyone is taller than me now.even will is taller than me and thats saying a lot considering we used to call him shorty. anyways me emma and sylvia took pictures first cuz apparently i owed emma for coming an hour late.
then we took it again with the big group of people. lets see.. wintha kevini will jason manry nelson rahul adriana michele barbara jesse jerry emma sylvia and me.manry... ugh theres no word to describe him. hes just so dense its funny. someone said that they wanted ice cream but couldnt because er go figure. she added that she gets moody around this time . kinda obvious now isnt it? anyways brilliant manry there goes and asks " you're pregnant?" and he was serious too. -.- its people like him that makes you wonder... but we love him cuz his ignorance makes him funny. ha the lady was convinced that we couldnt fit 15 people into a picture but we made it fit.umm but we had to use the hawaiian background because its the only one that would fit. oh and adriana convinced the lady to let us use squirt from finding nemo as a prop. its so cute! haha but the lady kept on calling it "squirtle". go figure-.- wondered around the mall..etc..o haha

Tilt- this part was hilarious .. at least for me adriana sylvia and manry. there was this one machine there that was like one of those spinny things where you press the button to stop the spinner and try to make it stop on a positive/ neg number to mave on the ladder. neways manry got addicted to that game . after borrowing 50 cents from sylvia .. and getting to level four.. he borrowed 25 more from jesse. but jesse wanted to play too. but manrys like " i got my butt on this machine.i NEED the other 25 cents" it was so pitiful. manry. u need help. anyways brilliant sylvia suggested him changing his 5 into quarters. wonderful. so we spent the rest of the time dragging him away from the stupid machine. after every turn he would go but i CAN make it . lemme try again! we didnt stick around long enough to find out if he got his gameboy advance or not.. michele, did he?

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